Feeling the same way 3 yrs ago today! !
so tell me something do you believe that a woman can be satisfied without having a man in her life but self confident to know that she can have a man in her life if it was meant to be? I know for me I have come to a point in my life where I just feel a little more complete knowing that I am just not ready to have a man in my life and it has nothing to do with the men I have met that didn't last, but just understanding that I wasn't ready to be involved and I truly believe that I don't know if I ever will be. I mean I know women who are in their late 30's still not married, still not involved sometimes I think to myself that if it hasn't happened yet will it ever happen for them? especially when i hear them complaining all the time about wanting a man, needing a man and wanting to be married. To tell you the truth I am like that individual whom speaks on not having kids because they feel as if they are too selfish??? I have never understood that but I feel it towards not wanting to be married and share my life with a stranger that I have to grow to love where as when you are pregnant even in the beginning of finding out that love is immediately there. See the difference. But I am selfish to not want to compromise, to not want to share my bed, to share my feelings and open up to a man that may or may not be the one. Because let's face it you can open up and put yourself out there for someone but that doesn't mean it will last a lifetime whatever it is that you end up sharing with them. I had to face up to my inner demons of not really believing in true love with the opposite sex there's too much we grew apart going on nowadays. For me it just isn't worth it.
